Love

9 minutes to 11 on a Sunday.

There's really nothing much going on in my life.. Except the fact that school is starting soon and I am not one bit excited about it. I hate meeting new people and orientations and having to participate in stuff that I don't care for. (Hence I have nothing to blog about)

Anyway.. Someone asked me to blog about my relationship/boyfriend.. Again.. My blog is getting filled with posts about him!

Well, I love this boy to death and I would have no idea what I'd do without him. But our relationship is really really really simple. We hardly go on dates 'cause both of us hate crowds and mixing with people.. If we're out, it's probably to meet our friends, grab some food, watch a movie(that we both want to catch) or run an errand. The rest of the time we're completely content laying in bed all day & watching tv, then talking to each other(about weird stuff sometimes, haha) then falling asleep in each others arms. I would say that as long as you're with the right person, what you're doing doesn't matter. Sometimes we just lay awake in a comfortable silence, sometimes we're wrestling(I always claim I win, although it's pretty obvious he did)(this always ends up with us rolling around in bed laughing), sometimes we plan our future verbally.. My life like this, with him, is nothing less than perfection. It makes me feel like I have no worries, no problems.. he takes them all away without even having to do anything. It's like he builds an invisible shield around me, blocking out all my negative thoughts and problems, and I never want to leave that safe zone because everything just gets better and easier. I want him close next to me all the time, but the time to say goodbye always comes. That sucks. I hate letting go of his hand, and I hate hugging him goodbye. I hate asking him "When will we next meet?", and I hate having to wish for him to be with me.

And that scares me. The way I'm so attached to him, the way I always want to be with him. Is it just me or..? School and NS, you are testing us and I don't like it.

But.. We both know we'll work out and we both will stick to our plans. As long as we're together, right baby?

Staying strong