Jeremiah Lai

For an anonymous reader.. Here goes nothing..

A picture of us in Melbourne because we have the best memories from there :)

I'm not exactly sure how to start this whole thing off.. Never been the best with words or translating my thoughts into writings. 

Well.. It begins 7 months and 7 days ago. 

Random, curious conversations escalate into late-night heartfelt calls 'till 4 in the morning. He was there to listen when I could finally empty a heavy heart and I was there to relate to his past. Movies with our friends, then me thinking "he's never going to ask me out again", to our own movie marathons and me force-feeding him popcorn. He told me he was going to bring me on a picnic under the stars and we could go grocery shopping for it- sushi, pizza and all. We were going to dance under the moonlight and kiss under the pouring rain("just like in The Notebook!" he'll say).  I am (btw) a major sucker for romantic boys. "I have never felt this way for anyone in the longest time.." He stuck with me and often reminded me, "You're going to be my girlfriend after your exams."

And after that... You probably know what happened hahaha.

Throughout the past 7 months, "What do you love about me?"

"How you're smart, pretty, obedient, beautiful, have an adorable personality, sensitive about me touching your belly HAHA!! How you're not afraid to eat more than me if you wish to, how you always whine about me being mean hehe, how you fucking snore HAHAHAHAH!! How you need to pee 24/7 and lastly.... I love you cause you can see through all the bad shit, and find the good in me and love that. That's what I love about you, you don't judge. You gave me a chance I never thought I'd get. And nobody knows me the way you do."

See baby, this has finally come to use after saving it in my phone for 1/2 months, other than the fact that I like reading it once in a while. I know, your girlfriend is a creep.

Getting to know Junior, Melbourne and all our amazing adventures, KL, re/store.. The best things in our lives that we'll never be able to forget. You cooking for me, you tucking me into bed, the way you curl your lips into an assuring smile when I'm afraid(my favourite cause you look insanely adorable), the way you hate it that I'm jealous of every girl you say is hot, the way you slap your hand across your mouth when you laugh, our traditional pinky promise(that ends with our fingers up each others nose), how our fingers fit perfectly in a familiar interlock, the way you kiss my forehead and say "goodnight, I love you baby". Why is it that I can't find anything less than perfect about you?

We know our future like the back of our hands. You'll finish NS, I'll be done with poly, we'll be packing our bags and bidding farewell to our lives here. Melbourne, univeristy life, cold windy days, flowers, yummy food, You & I walking down Flinders St hand in hand looking for the best pizza in town. We'll drive a BMW M5(*winks*) home and spend the night curled up in bed watching tv with our dog. And we'll let the rest of our lives continue on from there.. together. Our perfect plan!

It's going to be just you & me against the world. And that's all we need.

I love you baby, always will. 

Love, your fat girlfriend.