Babbling

I am so tired

Of waiting for things to happen
Of hoping that people will come back
Of trying to be good enough but never succeeding
Of trying so hard for things that don't even matter
Of being alone

This is how it always goes;
You want the things you can't have
When you have something you don't appreciate it till its gone
And other things.. you will never have

Is it just me or did everything fall apart within the past 7 years of my life, with little good falling together